Lots of changes going on...
Richard has been notified his department is closing in September. He can look for another job in San Diego, he can work through September and then get severance, or the company will pay for us to relocate to Phoenix, Arizona.
We just don't know.
In the meantime, we are reviewing all the facts and trying to tighten our belts to prepare just in case.
I've been feeling like crap lately, just blah and sick and tired. While I certainly have had my best weight loss experiences with Paleo, it doesn't always make me feel great. The best I ever felt in my life was when I was doing the Eat Clean thing and exercising, so I've been moving more in that direction, slowly. I frankly don't even care what size I am anymore, I care about how I feel and what I can accomplish. I would rather be 300 pounds and have the energy to climb a mountain than 200 pounds and not able to find the motivation to get off the couch.
This seems like a real downer of a post, but the truth is I am excited. Arizona would be a great adventure, but I also feel like the prospect of leaving has renewed my love affair with San Diego, so either way I'm ready to tackle the city I end up in. I may be feeling like crap, but the prospect of changing things up already has me feeling better.
There's a quote from The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel that sums up how I'm feeling about pretty much everything right now. It goes, "In the end, everything will be alright. If everything is not alright, then it is not yet the end."